Ragu dan Rindu

kadang aku tak bisa menahan godaan akan senyummu

merindu? sudah tentu

tapi ragu pasti selalu membayangiku

bukan salahmu juga bukan mauku

aku yang tak pernah bisa mengendalikan raguku

ia mencengkram di sela sela hatiku yang penuh dengan rindu

KAMU, penawar rindu dan raguku

musnahkan seluruh galauku

harusnya kamu tahu itu

kamu, yang [pura - pura] mencintai aku

bagaimana bisa aku terlena

menganggap kamu benar - benar cinta

aku terpedaya

awal cerita kita, akupun tak menyadarinya

tapi dengan mudahnya kamu memasuki hatiku

menyebar segala warna warni bunga

semua begitu indah tapi sebenarnya semu

sementara itu kamu juga menebar benih di hati yang lain

semua sudah jalan cerita

aku cuma lakon

dan aku cuma bisa tegar

semua ini pelajaran dan pengalaman

terima kasih kamu sudah memperlihatkan seperti apa pura - pura cinta itu

:(

Kamu menangis di depanku.

Aku sedih sekali.

Karena di belakangku,

kamu tertawa.

karena kamu!!!

Saat kamu bertemu mantanmu tanpa sepengetahuanku
saat itu juga rasanya tanganku ingin menyembah iblis!

Love The Way You Lie

Lagu yang lagi gw denger..
gw nulis ini karna denger lagunya tiba2..

tambah 1 lagu favorit gw dari mas Eminem feat mba Rihana..

ini lagunya:

Eminem Love The Way You Lie

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down

So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie


menurut gw isinya==>
cowonya bohong tapi nutupin dari cewenya karna cowonya takut cewenya marah atau yang lebih buruk lagi..putus.

sebenarnya setiap tindakan yang kita lakukan harus dengan kesadaran konsekuensi yang akan didapat dari tindakan tersebut.

cewe disini sebenarnya marah, tapi tetap nunggu cowonya jujur.
walaupun dengan dia bertanya terus tentunya cowonya akan tidak jujur karena takut sesuatu yang buruk.
padahal sesudah dia tau apa yang gak beres udah ada sedikit luka, dan akan bagaimana luka itu tergantung sama orang2 tsb.

cowonya berbohong untuk melindungi hubungan mereka, bukankah itu menyenangkan?
tapi kenapa ada kebohongan di balik itu?
...
atau kenapa harus berbuat yang jelas-jelas akan merusak kepercayaan?

mungkin masing-masing pribadi punya privasi.
gw hargain itu.

gw hargain itu, asal gak merugikan.

1 kebohongan, bisa merusak 100 kepercayaan yang ada.
cinta emang butuh kepercayaan..lebih dari 100, berarti ...?? :)

apa itu cinta jika buta?

Jika cinta itu buta, kenapa aku bisa melihat diriku yang tergila gila pada sosokmu
Jika cinta itu buta, maka kamulah gelap itu
Jika cinta itu buta, terangkumku dalam lingkup pekatmu
Jika cinta itu buta, pasti hanya kaulah yang kuraba